Monday, February 13, 2006

Again the same thing happen...

I am rather quite fed up with the friendship thingy. Is it so difficult to find those that you can trust and those you consider as your close friends. Another lesson I learnt in this course. After the first one happenned to me when I was in high school. Same thing...out of a sudden without any reason the friendship just disappear into thin air. I think I can really see the true face of someone when things turned over.

It's very difficult to pleased someone as they will hunger for more when you did a few times. So I guess I am too fed up with this. Some other's were in the same situation as me before...and they let it be. No use thinking about it and wasting time on it. It might not be worth it.

I will do what I can do...the best I can give. If that's not enough than that's my limit and I can't give anymore. If you needed something I will give it but if it's over my limit I am so sorry I can't.

Life is always like that. There are ups and there are downs. Not always up as we wanted it to be. Learn from it and be more mature. Experiences are what everyone needs to undergone throughout their lifes to be more mature.

Learnt from it but still felt slight disappointment.

Maybe those that I have I should cherish and appreciate and forget about those that .........

Same towards my relationship...I guess I have made the wrong moved. 3 years....am I wasting it or not? I am still not sure. Another one that needed to be pleased.....is my whole life just to please people? If that is so ...I am getting rather tired of it...then my life seems to be worthless being in this world.


Thursday, February 09, 2006

Yummy...Pizza Hut here I come~

Just came home from meeting. Another boring Student Council meeting. So sianz....talk talk talk...listen listen listen..discuss discuss discuss....sianz...but then I will be stepping down soon...after this Muhibbah event on 18 March.
La la la.....My hubbie is bringing me to go eat Pizza Hut...gonna try the new recipe...atlantis he said. See whether nice to eat or not...if not nice!! Hahahhahahha...he have to eat all by himself like that day at Marco's pizza!! La lala...."dai sei"...hehe...
Valentine's Day is coming...wondering what to do on that day....muakz! I want that nice swatch!!!!!! I want that Romance perfume!!!!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Comes To The End of It

Unfortunately, I got to say "Goodbye" to my holidays. Tomorrow will be the first day back to class. Last semester already, sitting for my LJM papers on June. Kind of tired being a human. Going to class, going to work, eat, shopping, dating, going out with family and friends. Beside that nothing else to do. Sometimes I even wonder what is my purpose being here in this world. Haha...that shows how bored is my life.
But I know I should be grateful to have such a nice family, hubbie, friends and a peaceful country. What more can I ask? Haha...Thinking too much.
I miss my holidayz!!! Give me back my holidays!! I need more...hahaha...XD